satu keinginan kecil

aku punya satu keinginan kecil

and it's you.


sometimes it's so clear to see
that you are not for me.
but when you laughed,
the clarity blurs.
and i failed to see once again
that this little wish is too big
even for God to forsee.

i can ask you not to laugh
i have my ways, i do.
but then it will be too clear to see
that you are not for me.
whilst i like being here
in my own realm of dream
that somehow, my little wish
is not too big for God
and for you to forsee.

i have one little wish, God

just one little wish ...

don't say it. you won't.

don't say it, as if it was something casual
as if it was something ok.

it's ok only when i am yours.
and if i may remind you,
i am not.

don't say them, coz they hurt like hell
burning my dreams away as they would come true

and if i may remind you,
they won't.

unless,
you come to me and say to me,
that you love me and you'll leave her
for me.

but don't say that, don't ever say that
because we both know
you won't.

so watch your little mouth, d.
it's poisonous for a bitch like me.
and since you're no bastard,
you won't understand ...
you just won't.