but one

i'm coming back
trying so hard to shed
my grudge
my pain
my love
my everything

and now i'm standing here
with all my wits and thoughts
and there's one way to go
to go

you win
you guys win
and i have to move on
moving away

coz i can shed everything
but one
and with it staying means nothing
but pain

so i'm leaving
so i'm going
so i'll go
so i'll ...

*sigh

running

i run
and run
and run

but i can't shed you

you've shed me easily

but why can't i do too?

i run
and run
and run

not me

i am not myself
i don't recognize me

me wouldn't fall like this
me wouldn't roll around and cry
and can't see the coming of the light
me wouldn't be broken down like this
me wouldn't sit on shit hole paled faced
and paralyzed

but maybe i am not me anymore
coz me know nothing of love

and right now i am
in love