on the wings of the devil

i will fulfill your wish
for me to fly with the devil

i will.
don't worry
no shame will be brought upon you

i will.
never mind
i am crazy and delusional anyway

i will.
truly
coz, i have no where else to go to

why

so you thought i'm not strong enough.
how do you know when you don't walk in my shoes?

so you said i give up easily.
how can you say those words when you have never been here?

so you asked me not to quit.
how can you do this to me when i only asked for your hands?

so you asked me not to come back.
why can't you just understand that i am doing this also for you guys?

why can't you?
why can't you see?

and you still asked me, "why?"
i've laid down all my cards to you ...
why can't you see ...