my man

i will wait for you

i might not return

i know

your man?

you

you'll break his heart

he knows i don't love him

do you love me?

i will wait for you

insp. by Urahara Kisuke

his bitch

why bitch?

'coz i am.

you're no bitch.

you don't know me.

you're a soul deprived of love,
that's all.

*smile*

you're my passion flower.

you're my lust.
like many other.

then let me be.
as long as i mean something for you.

*giggle*
you're making a bitch out of me.

*surprised*

that's ok. i like it better that way.

*kiss*

*touch*

i love you.

i don't.

pernah?

pernah aku bilang, ya?

tidak, kan?

jadi jangan berharap tinggi.
karena aku tidak ingin kau jatuh.
karena kalau kau jatuh, kau menyakiti dirimu.
dan kau akan mencariku.

sedangkan aku tidak ingin kau cari.

pernah aku bilang, ya?

tidak, kan?

a proposal

he asked me to marry him

coz he wants to make me see

that i am loved

falling angel

I'm gliding through the sky
following where the wind blows
with nowhere to go
but earth.

lost but not lost
falling but not fell
just gliding to whatever.

coz yesterday,
He was letting me go
leaving me unbounded to my dreams.

Yesterday God clipped my wings.

my monarch of lust

i've been sitting here for a moment,
and i miss you already

the smell of your skin
the roughness of your voice
the touch of your breath
the warmth of your sheet
the touch of your eyes
the twist of your kisses
the curve of your touch
the pace of your hand
the run of your hair
the blow of your body
the ...

ah ...

need i say more?

i miss you too much,
my beautiful monarch of lust.